IcedSteelWolf

well, so far out here in Bentonville, I've been relatively lonely. I did meet a few furries on Pounce.org,  but alas, they haven't really invited me back after the last time. The guys were great and fun to be around, however I'm not sure i was comfortable with how much they drank. At least they had good tastes in brew though. Sure wish that they were alike my old pals. I miss home.
   I haven't gotten a job yet, but i know i need one. that way i can save up for a-kon this year (Dallas) and go suiting with my friends, if not just be there with them. I need to save up money for the hotel, and incidentals. I also want to get a new car. my car sucks now.  i want to get an upholstery head commissioned so i don't have the same problems i did with the resin head i put together (with help). i kinda would like to be able to move out on my own sometime, so i don't feel like a leech.
   The resin head just isn't comfortable. I'd be tempted to sell my old head just to be able to get it, however if i can avoid that (and my friend strongly suggests i don't) i'd like to not have to. Id be willing to drop up to (about) $500 USD for a really good quality one. When i ran into Monoyasha at a-kon last year she told me that they were going to make a larger canine head cause she had realized that her head was a bit small for a lot of people. unfortunately, you cannot reclaim resin like you could some plastics, or clay. That means i would have only a few dollars discount at most on just the mask. but id be willing to be patient and make a new one. the other side is with new light, attempting a refurbish, but I'm not sure if i want to risk that on a resin mask. I'm completely unsure of how that would cost, or look after.
   As for crafts, i haven't touched ANYTHING in soo long. i get that itch, and last time i spent too much of my creative mana (how i look at my creative drive) on Minecraft projects like nuclear silo clusters, and many small buildings, as well as a dockyards that had a sub in construction, with two layers (one at sea level, and one above) to which the top had a zeppelin shipyard.
   I waste way too much of my creativity on video games, when i should really focus on myself, or something that could possibly make money. My dad wanted me to start making and selling something so i could make a few dollars extra here and there. he really wants me to go out and find something to make, that i could even sell for myself and start up some kind of shop. alas, i don't think i could do any of that unless i had someone bugging me to keep at it, like my friends would do. between my lil sis (ravendarkness7) and i, we did good at motivating one another. i miss all of my friends.


                                                                                                                       I wanna go home...

So i finaly got my new desk and stuff set up on it at my new home in Bentonville Arkansas. If anyone lives near me now, you might consider letting me know, id love to meet anyone i on here. i still plan on visiting home regularly, at minimum, A-kon every year. THERE IS SO MUCH SHIT ALL IN ONE PLACE! i wished i had the businesses back home, id never have to travel over 15 min away.  I miss home soo badly, especialy my friends. its so fucking lonely. I wish someone would come visit. the new home is so much nicer than ive ever had. and its soo comfortable here. alas, a nest can only be so good, before the isolation kills the spirit to fly.

So over the last time sinc eive updated ive finaly had a chance to try out D&D. of which i am now addicted to! WOOOO! so i orderd some dice! :3

look! animated avatar now!